CJ had a seizure out of no where in the evening while sitting on my lap// It was a pretty violent seizure with a fever of 103 that took her a long time to come out of so EMS was called and they did not even ask if we wanted to go, just took us to the children's hospital... they put in an IV and CJ had all kinds of wires hooked up to her... It hurts my heart to see her like this no matter how many times we have now been through it, it does not get any easier! We were sent home around midnight and then at 2 in the morning CJ began to run a fever again and though we tried everything we knew to try to get the fever to not spike she had another seizure. (First time the seizures have happen back to back in 24hrs.) So this scared us and back to the hospital we went. They told us she probably has a virus (I have concluded they say this when they have no answer for you). CJ was tired and after much rest the next day she woke up and said "MOMMY< WHAT HAPPENED??" I told her "A LOT GIRL!" and with that there was no more conversation about it. I am So thankful that she is not as traumatized as her Daddy and I are after each episode. At this point we are very frustrated with dr.s and her specialist who shake their head and say to us every time "that should not have had happen on her med's"... and then just up the dosages and tell us to call them if and when she has another one. We are praying for direction and just wisdom in parenting and how to care for our daughter.
We have recently had the Elders of our Church lay hands on and pray for CJ. We can only place her in the arms of Her Creator. He knows just what is going on in her little head and we trust Him to be her Healer. This song has been in my heart when I think of this situation and I am just trying to dwell on the Lord and let Him carry this Burden for me.... Into the Darkness He shines!! For Our God is Healer!! Awesome in Power!!
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